new moon new post

well, time for my biannual post...  I move alot, I can't help but wonder if it's because I'm unstable, if it's that the world is unstable, or if I'm just not meant to be in a stable environment... I really don't want it to be the last,  because I really want a stable environment, one where I have time to work, and know that my boys are safe and happy, and that the cat is still evil. I also don't want it to be the first because then I really have problems. I ask the universe is it really delusional to want to be an artist?  and if not then can I?